人生~~有几个十年

August :)

2010-08-13T01:37:00.000-07:00

omg i few month din update my blog d.. hahaha almost forgot about this..
this few month nth much~ just keep work work work and work~~~
but this month i just back form Langkawi~~ wahoo very very en joyful relax trip~ but my shoulder pain ahh~ i'm carry almost more than 7kg's chocolate back to k.l~ ishh...
hehehe show some pic 1st :)

syok syok bloggie

2010-05-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

wow~~ almost one month i din bloggie d...
time flier fast~
1st thing my fren yeeyee born a baby.. is baby gal~ she is cute~
this month 17th is her 满月d... i'm so excited to meet her n shirlly low :)

2nd thing is my ji muiii kathleen brithday~ v make a surprise for her but most harder organizer is ''tony zai'' :) he is pro organizer :) but so bad more 2 more months kath is going to new zealand i gotta miss her much much :(

3rd thing Daddy Gavin Chan and me aniversary is around the corner d... :) two day left~ wahooo

LAzy Bloggie...

2010-04-13T11:00:00.000-07:00

Now a day i really damn lazy to update my blog...
1st i duno what i going to share with...
2nd i duno what i wanna to write...
3rd i duno who will read it...

this those reason make me lazy bloggie...

朋友

2010-03-31T13:22:00.000-07:00

朋友这两个字多么容易写.
但真真的朋友却那么难找啊~

朋友是要互相帮助而不是是非颠倒..
朋友应该有难一起挡而不是各不相同....
朋友应该 ''Take n give '' 而不是各取所需....
朋友应该互相信任而不是满口谎言...
朋友应该心比心而不是到处乱说...

朋友朋友....
Sincerely 谢谢我一路以来的好朋友
:D

Club~~ ing

2010-03-30T12:28:00.000-07:00

wowowow~~ very long time i din even go club lol...
club for me is ONE night '' Stand'' lol.... i din even dance or smoke or drink...
everytime i club i just seat there help my fren ''jaga'' their begs...

but this time i 1st time went phuture with my lovely ''ji mui'' that is kathleen elaine chua nad deniece ... how fun with them lol.... of couse with my lovely bf gavin chan n my bro tony tai as well :)...

wahahha~~1st time saw deniece is drunk in the club... with 2 shot tequila...

let let see our pics..... :)
will be there next week again~~ :D

Chill @ jia ling 's house :)

2010-03-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

@ tey jia ling house.. :) Happy tuesday :D

Daddy Gavin Chan get his new car :D

2010-03-13T11:45:00.000-08:00

12th of march Finally He taken his new bu bu car :)
number WTQ 98** hahahaha...
He take ktm reach k.l sentral and i gotta to pick him up.. damn that time i not enuff slp.. keep drive to wrong way... :(
normally i am using 20-25min reached k.l sentral.. that day i'm using almost one hour to reach there :(

i reach there around 11am+ pick him up and fetch him to Ampang taking his new car :)
i'm the one who 1st seat his car.. secondly that is my friend kathleen and tony... He bring us to klang eat 'but kut tea'' and try his bu bu car.. after that v heading to 1U watching alice in the wonderland :)

almost 8pm+ v just arrive home sweet home. we using almost one hour plus form pj to k.l damn heavy rain + jam jam jam ...
i take a short nap... then go work till 2am+..
what a good friday :D

1st of march 2010

2010-03-02T14:00:00.001-08:00

1st of march i started my full time job with is slimming consultant in london weight management at lot 10.

but also the same day i resign myself lol... due to working hour quite long and i'm sick after sick.
inside ppl is friendly and good. actually i feel if i'm no sick maybe i will work as long as possible.. but i'm really cant tahan... it is too bored for my 1st day.. just stand there n follow my colleague. they told me 2nd day just will start to teach me. so bad i cant wait for it. thank everyone that kindness give me an opportunity work at there. thank :)

God bless me in future will more smooth... :D

CNY is going Over~~

2010-02-21T09:44:00.001-08:00

alamak chinese new year over my work life just wanna started!!!!
charmm.... duno how to face it haih~~

原来是我一直不了解他!

2010-02-08T12:05:00.000-08:00

一直以来我觉得我和他都很了解大家... 原来我5年都不了解他!!!!!
他想要的却不是我给的!!!! :(

~再爱我,有缘的话~

我和他已变成 ''' 匿名的好友'''

2010-02-06T09:31:00.001-08:00

獨送昏暗不離的風回憶裡被愛那股激動
天色好紅溫柔好濃
在胸口浮現你的臉容

一起活在這城市迷宮提起你名字心還跳動
卻沒重逢只有相逢卻有不敢碰的那種激動

也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
該怎麼說讓彼此選擇
當思念還轉動

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚

當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空
回憶裡被愛那股激動
天色好紅溫柔好濃

在胸口浮現你的臉容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是什麼讓彼此選擇
又不僅是尊重

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

永远失去幸福的人

2010-02-03T08:02:00.000-08:00

相信大家都知道幸福不是必然的~ 不过大家都不懂的在对的时间好好的珍惜和把握....
永远失去幸福的人多末悲伤!!!!

我已失去过了
事情也回不过头来了....
也只能向前看.....

人生如戏如果你还来的急请你好好珍惜你所拥有的东西和关系....

31th of jan 2010

2010-02-01T08:36:00.000-08:00

Genting trip~~
Duno is a best day or bad day because all of us lose money :(
hiah~~~~
nvm chinese new year gambling gambling lol~!!

2010 1st of my sis brithday~ 01282010~

2010-01-28T09:29:00.000-08:00

hehehe~ Happy brithday to Lim mei luan~ :)
I and vivi celebrate for her @ Starhill Jogoya :)
although just we 3 but i hope she is happy :)
wish her everything going smooth and dream come true :)

Happy Brithday Yoky Lim Mei Luan~

Back for east court d~~ :D

2010-01-18T09:40:00.000-08:00

A very tired and happy trip~
as a F&n Ambassador :) Wif andrea seyi jospehne~ guy team got Marcus wai loon nicholas and Amran :)

110110

2010-01-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

110110~ yesterday i receiver a call that is one of my fren's sis wanna marry d~
so happy to hear that~ memories back i knew her when i f.3 - 2010 i think also got 6 years d lurrr...~
Wow~~ time flied fast man~
mine also 22 this year d... wahahha duno when moi just turn lol~~ :)

Wish her happy forever :D

05-01-2010~

2010-01-05T06:33:00.000-08:00

tuesday~~ nothing to do now ~~ just simply write ~~ lolzz
u know i'm so clumsy why i said so.. coz now i still live in previous~ why i said so? coz now when i write my date i still write 2009!! hahahahaha~~

2010 2010!!!!!! i will work more hard! and earn more !!
god bless me~~ more more job!!! :D
wahahah~!!!
:D

midnight~ 0332am raining now

2010-01-03T11:32:00.000-08:00

midnight~ 0332am raining now~~ nothing to do.. cant sleep as well~
just sit alone in front of my pc~~ where part of me? he is sleeping ~ sleep like a pig now...
due of 2morrow he wanna wake up early n work i just walk out my room n dun disturb him :)

suddenly my mood turn to so emo...
suddenly thinking back and missing him...
just him will play with me when i cant sleep~
just him will talk to me when i cant sleep~
just him will hug me tight when i cant sleep~

What my mind are thinking now? shit damn!!!
i oledi got bf and he also oledi had his gf....
i should not think it back!!!
i should have me new life!!!!!!
i should not missing him anymore!!!!
i should live good!!!
i should love my bf much!!!!
i should i should!!!

Daddy if u see my page pls don not unhappy n angry me~~
just give moi sometime~ i will handle it~
here wanna said sorry to u too~ hope u understand me~

good night~

2009~ END~

2010-01-02T03:33:00.000-08:00

wowowowo~~~ so fast oledi a year~~ thinking back i like useless ~~
no save a lot money ~
no let my family stay good and eat good~
no let my life more brighten...

2010 what my wish? i wish i canfly lol~~ joke joke i really wish can earn a lot of money~~~ :D
this year i still will work hard , party hard and love hard!!!!
wahahahha~ XD
22 year old i'm coming :) ~~~

Hang OUT~

2009-12-29T11:50:00.000-08:00

SEE!!! When see beer So happy she is~
Bibu Bibu~ Library~

After makan @ Senji~

Syok sendiri~~
lol~~ VERONICA !!!
Hand in Hand
Shopaholic~~
MNG QUeen!
two so poh!!
Cam Cam Cam hole~
RENEE TENG!

Still Waiting~~ veron changing clothes and Shop almost wanna close~

Amethyst Brithday~ 2nd round @ ZOUK

2009-12-28T11:54:00.000-08:00

JAck~ waileng~ Renee~ Moi And Gavz
Birthday gal and her hubby :)

:)

Dance Dance Dance~
Yeah~

3 of us~

Love My Babe Amethyst

Had a very good week :)

i become Fei mui zai d :(~~

2009-12-16T09:09:00.000-08:00

Fei mui zai :(

Omg~~ thid dec i fat alot ~~~
most of my sista friends also said that i'm gain weight~~!!!
Shit!!!!! after this week i should diet d ~~~

God bless me can success!! hahaa

Finish my penang trip :)

2009-12-14T04:23:00.001-08:00

3day 2 night family Pulau penang trip :)
11am v start our journey :)
let check our pics :) wahhahaa
hehehe here is only 1st day i'm lazy to upload d...
2nd day's pics coming soon ya :) Cheese ~~~

4 days @ klang..

2009-12-09T04:08:00.000-08:00

A short trip and my daddy gavin chan's house...
why i will be there? due to he said his mum long time din see me d... so this time i cant run again... monday-thursday..

2morrow we will last day.. :D
worry because his mum asked me go pray together..
reeally sked lo..

by the way friday morning i wil be going pulau penang with my lovely family d... :)
Wish have a Relax Happy Trip :D

Pulau Penang V coming :D

IKEA~~~

2009-12-03T09:12:00.000-08:00

wahaha 1st time wif daddy gavz went IKEA~~
hehe dun wonder that not only me and him~~ got got small auty wif her children and of cause my big auty n the 2 naughty kids :(

Shooting :)

2009-11-26T08:52:00.000-08:00

A day wif Renee Teng go for shooting~~ actually that day i'm not feeling well but no choice i promise renee d.. just wake up early in the morning prepare and go her house .....

V heading to sunway pick our photograph after than start our journey... that is damansa perdana and taman tun.... :)

hehehe no time no shooting d.... hope done this shooting job job and moeny money will come one by one :D wahahaha~~ peace~

Penang Trip :)

2009-11-25T02:24:00.000-08:00

Wahoo.... 2 more week i'm going penang~~ for a trip!!
so excited!!!!! :D

Penang i'm Coming!!!!

November baby :)

2009-11-16T12:07:00.000-08:00

Cute :)
Moi and lovely one~~
Her bf Gavin Chan, Cp chin, Debbit And brithday gal samantha :)
Wif mummy :D
Happy brithday to you..
Happy brithday to you..
Happy brithday to you..
Happy brithday to samantha Chin XD

Birthday party again!!! wahahaha :)
my small lil cousin 7 year old party:)

wish her stay healthy ya^^
muaksss.... love you :)

Happy brithday my bro :)

2009-11-11T22:08:00.000-08:00

IS BIG day for Anson Lum... that is my younger brother :)
21year old lurrr.... dai gor zai d.. wahahahah~!!!!
Wish u dream come true n stay healthy ya^^

RaNdom~

2009-11-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

Nth to do~~ when afternoon lolzzz snap my cute stupid doggieee...
Me and naughty boy
Gavin and him~
Tammy
Gavin

RANDOM!

Saturday+ Sunday~

2009-11-01T09:26:00.000-08:00

sweyi and moi~~ c my eye still bengkak~~ ** Not enuff slp** :(
2nd day :)

this saturday i woke up at early morning~ that is 6am :(
super tired + sleepy..~ really dun wish to get up on the moment...
no doubt wan money just can tahan lolz....

Sunday~~ woke up at 7.30am~~~ reach my working place @ 8.15am~~
Working till 5pm but so good we finish job @ 4.30pm...
wahoo~~ finally today i can late late went to sleep~~ and 2morrow late late wake up with my dear~~!! hahahaha :D

第一次~

2009-10-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

That is Rambutan Tree~ and MAngo tree :D
wahahaha~~~
He busying....
.....

Done~~~ :D
Thank Daddy For pluck mi rambutan... hahahaha
Finally.....

Yesterday and Today~ i am super exhausted!!!!
Because i and gavz planing go take mango... But.. called my auty she said haven't prepare...
mango still at the tree.. XD
so Me n gavz planing went there and pluck mango~~ pluck rambutan~ and 'chili padi''

我和他的颈还有手真的又累又痠~~ 第一次嘛~~ 呵呵^^
不过很高兴~ 我们满载而归的~~ :)

:) monday Dating :)

2009-10-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning..
Gavz and moi..
:D
Welcome to tey jia ling 's house~~ Super big house
Dk and tammy
Yummy yummy~
JL's mom~ Jia ling Dk and Ashley wong~
Start makan..
lolz....

2day i woke up at 10.20am for training~ 10.45am reach there.. thought wanna brief till 1pm so i asked mr.Gavz go back klang 1st... when i done just come n pick mi home...
But 2day just only me for training~ just take above 30 min... i gao tim d... so sorry gavz i make you u-turn many time :P sorry sorry...
heheh no choice just can follow him back to klang... and do his thing...
when i reach my home oledi is 3.30pm.. super exhausted :(
thought go take a nap but my brother wan us to pick him go college.. OMG... :( i'm sleepy man..
no choose also cause raining d..
after fetch him oledi is 5pm... early date my fren to pass her thing done d went to mcd buy mc furry lolz.... then then pick DK staright went to Tey jia ling's house for dinner...
Thank tey jia ling make alot of nice dines for us!!!!
Very delicious ...
Meet you guy 2morrow again ya^^

Is time i going to Sleep... wahahahaha Good nite :)

KL bike week~

2009-10-24T11:19:00.000-07:00

ME ~ su May~ And Renee SAw

hehe~~ v ''curi tulang''~

2 days event for kl bike week~~
Tired but wroth it ~~ :)

Pic here Pic here~~

My bu bu car~~~

2009-10-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

SAd~~~~ :( my bu bu car bang d...
now a day mr.gavin should pick mi anywhere...

''You'' Just a Replacement

2009-10-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

Miss Do u know u just a replacement??
That no worth for u done everything for him....
Dun Sad Dun Cry okie.... Anything just ring me up...
i will 24hrs on call!!!

失落沙洲 - 徐佳莹

2009-10-12T09:15:00.001-07:00

徐佳莹 - 失落沙洲
词:徐佳莹曲:徐佳莹

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波
我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱
又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动
我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱
我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

A bored saturday~~

2009-10-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

A bored saturday~~

i bored without him? i bored cause i'm lazy go out? i bored cause no one date me? i bored cause i've a single life now?

A very lame saturday night~

Happy vacantion :)

2009-10-08T22:34:00.000-07:00

A day we memerios :)

2009-10-03T09:11:00.000-07:00

The Bride And Bridal :)

Tammy And Sis shirlly Low...

Busy discuss Play brothers :)
Yoky , Shirlly And Moi..Pretty Bridal :)

Tammy And Ashley Wong
Yammmmmm Seng~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
Sista :)
Wish Her Sweet Foever ~~ :) Huggies

Sept 30th 2009 Shirlly Low married to calvin Wong.. :)
A busy day we had...
Busy help her to prepare how to ''play'' wif her's husband brothers...
wahahahha~~ A very tired Morning...

At Nite We had a Good dinner @ k.l chui hang.. :)
Our pics here.. Check it out :D

Suki刘俗仪 - 鸵鸟

2009-09-29T02:53:00.000-07:00

话题越来越少
争吵都省略掉
说话的语调
像陌生人闲聊
相处时间变少
见面都是遇到
惯性的拥抱
像陌生人问好
一天一点画面重叠
我们都无力去遮掩
情节慢慢的伸延
眼看就快要深陷
选择逃避当妥协

被爱追逐成鸵鸟
没有终点的逃跑
结果还是摆脱不了
自己设下的圈套
被爱追逐成鸵鸟
慌然失措的潜逃
结果是疲惫与徒劳

我想我们都不要
让自己藏在幻觉里面
试着把真实欺骗
抬起头伤害得更真切
爱的危险谁也不能幸免
其实我们都知道结束就好
更好

Finally~~

2009-09-28T01:12:00.000-07:00

Finally we goes....
i know he will get the better one in future..
i know he will so fast forgot...
i know he will busy on his career...
i know he will do the best....
i know i know~~!!!!

我心很乱

2009-09-25T13:18:00.000-07:00

昨晚他从吧生到我家试把我挽回...
可是我真的想停下来~~想清楚!!!

对不起的人是我不是你~
我心真的很乱~~
到底我还要坚持吗?

Happy brithday to myself :)

2009-09-24T01:35:00.000-07:00

wowow~~~ really so appreciate for all i had now.. :)
thank everyone make mi had a very happy brithday......
thank sista... thank callista... thank gavin chan.. thank fren... thank my family... :D

A very REGRET JOB!!!

2009-09-16T10:36:00.000-07:00

SUPER UGly...
Ashley on PREPARE~
Waiting MAke up~
1st image!
2nd image~

Yesterday woke at at 11am sumthing.. because ashley wong ring mi up and ask mi work together with her..
since nth to do and got payment so i accept d...
reach there 3.30pm... ashley tot is a magazine shoot but in real is a hair collection album shoot...
OMG!!!!! my hair wanna let them make till....... UGLY........
And now my hair totally spoil d... super regret :(
Wanna cry.... my healthy hair... byebye ... :(

♥

2009-09-14T15:00:00.000-07:00

omg... now oledi is 6.01am... i cant sleept back d..
my dear called mi at 2sumthing make mi awake :(
with him SMS till 5 sumthing i dunwan him tomorrow no energy to work so ask him sleep d..

left mi alone... what to do?
just facebook -ing... blogging.. and.... blogging... lolzz...

saw my sis blog.. she is really sad :(
she sad I'm also sad... saw her so pity and i like cant help much.. my feel more sad....
Sis what i can do is.... although 20th u are not in malaysia but b4 that i will give u a surprise :)
hope everything is good and happy to you... :)

suddenly feel met a good guy that love u care u is easy... wan him can mix or understand you really is hard...
I will learning how to treasure everything that i had... and wont easy let all the good and happy thing gone...
I hope i wont regret what i choose.. and hope all of you also .. :)
stay happy peace n love :D

IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND ♥

BBQ Success!!! :D

2009-09-12T10:05:00.000-07:00

BEst COOKER!!! GAVIN CHAN~~!! Wahahaha
Let's Start the party~~!!
Thank Callista~~ I'm loving it.. Asam Fish
Moi And yoky
The gals..~!!
Vivi and moi~~
Tammy and Rocky
Tam , Janice , Callista
Eatiing~
.......... lolz

Friday nite we had a happy BBQ nite :)
WAHAHAH~~~ We had Me , Gavin, Yoky , Callista ,Steve, Janice And the house owner ViVian Chok :D ermmm and one more her pet ROCKY..

Friday Morning me and gavin wake up in early morning went to ''pasar pagi'' wif my lovely mum..
V bought a lot of food.. Got prawn fish jagung C-ham fish ball hotdog and my favorite seafood dao fu for bbQ~~ yummy yummy

hehehe in time to show my pics~!!

Mooncake :)

2009-09-09T13:01:00.000-07:00

all moon cake is TAMMY LUM handmade :)

TAM!!!!

2009-09-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

GAL 是喜欢BOY ''TAM'' 的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BOY!!!!! Everytime i angry u should ''tam'' mi!!
and pls dun always break ur promise!!
I'm Hate it!!!

P-R-O-M-I-S-E

2009-09-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

A promise can change anything.
A promise can bring happy to each other.
A promise can hurt our feeli

If BREAK promise pls dun promise mi anything.
although the thing is come and u are late... all the thing is no same anymore!

I Heart my life :)

2009-09-03T12:38:00.000-07:00

Life is good
Life is happy
Life is love............ :D

Pulau Redang~!

2009-09-01T13:02:00.000-07:00

ermm... met one of my fren he is going redang on next year.
supposedly next year we planing to beijing d.. but some of my sister said bored... not suitable teenage... so i might changed plan to PULAU REDANG..

hehe this island maybe not special rite.. but almost all of us din been b4 nia..
since air ticket is cheap now. two way only rm108 wat to wait rite?

hope this 2nd time v scuess been there and have a nice trip :D

Pulau redang Wait US ya^^......

Happy National Day~~

2009-08-31T03:36:00.000-07:00

Malaysia 52 year old....
happi national day :)

:) love it

2009-08-29T13:53:00.001-07:00

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
to be something I'm not

I'm a fool
out of love
'cuz I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
they've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

是时侯放手了!!!

2009-08-29T12:16:00.000-07:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够...

遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

人生大路

2009-08-27T08:34:00.000-07:00

最近发生了好多不开心事情, 而我的脑就每天不停的转不停的想...

人生还有好长好长的路要走~ 好多好多事情等着我去做~~ 去学

我也应该收拾我的心情 , 开开心心的大步大步走我的人生路 (:

自我反醒

2009-08-24T00:43:00.000-07:00

经过YESTERDAY 和大家的谈判我回到家想了很久发觉原来我不配和有钱人当好朋友.
因为有钱人要钱 , 要面, 要privacy .
我长这么大都没跟朋友说过我要privacy.
我学会了没钱就不要出来玩. 免得为钱而吵.

什么是朋友??? 朋友是一起同甘共苦的~~
什么是朋友??? 朋友是不会为钱而吵的~~
什么是朋友??? 朋友是经的起是是是非非的~~

也又可能大家没有把我加进好朋友的榜上呱!!
没关系我由零开始, 也由零结束:)

谢谢大家把我的生活画上一道光~!!

Hate!!!!

2009-08-21T14:15:00.000-07:00

4am sumthing when i was enjoying my drama suddenly my hp get msg ring!
i tot who is that... that is her so suprice saw her name appear @ my hp. cause oledi is 4am..
i tot she asked mi for tea but that not. i just a news that all of the fucker is something on!!!
i hate all of them!!!!!
many hal many man fan and many thing!!!!!!

Piss off
Piss OFF!!!!!!!!

废话少讲

2009-08-17T10:47:00.000-07:00

人有话就说~~不过不能废话多说~~~

8 Reason that i wan BREAK!!!

2009-08-12T09:53:00.000-07:00

I Broke Up Because
sometime u are wrong and u duno urself are wrong.

I Broke Up Because
i'm angry and u duno i'm angry.

I Broke Up Because
i try to love u more but i cant.

I Broke Up Because
how much u give mi we also not suitable.

I Broke Up Because
Every time v angry u also wont 'tam' mi back.

I Broke Up Because
Because sometime u like to louder speak with mi.

I Broke Up Because
U like to 'chui shui'.

I Broke Up Because
I cant tahan you Anymoree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Learning...

2009-08-10T12:41:00.000-07:00

everyone also need to learn...
start form young until we glow up also need to learn...
and now i'm learning how to love you.. :)

WONG MAY FUNG PLS TAKE NOTE!!!!!!

2009-08-07T12:26:00.000-07:00

Callista wong which is wong may fung!!!
is the fella busy that why we change date....
sumore now i let u two '' er ren shi jie'' nia~~~ u must thank mi tim arhh!!!!
wahahahahahah :D

btw every valentine day if u wan mi i for sure will be ur side d...
i can buy u ring as well... hehehe sista ring!!!!
anything u got me okay!! pls dun always think all those NEGATIVE stuff!!!
u are my best sista wong may fung!!!! anything just let mi know!!!
no matter how i sure support u and be ur side!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will sayang u more and more!!!
i will love u more and more!!!!
i will care u more and more!!!!!
i will 24hr wan u!!!! :D

heheheheeh :)

知足和珍惜

2009-08-02T14:57:00.000-07:00

朋友就想在搭火车~~
总是不知道几时散几时聚~~
我该学会聚时一定要把握机会玩尽情~~ 吃尽情~~笑尽情~~哭尽情~~

爱情总像个透明的玻璃瓶~
没有心计没有猜测没有怀疑~~
只有用全心全意的对待你的那个唯一^^

我要学会去知足和珍惜....

忘记

2009-08-01T10:32:00.000-07:00

遗忘一个人很容易~~
忘记一个人却那么的难~~

你忘记我了吗?

Daddy Chan Tzyy Shyan I Wan Go!!!!!!!

2009-07-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

Daddy can i live inside ??

Daddy our new house living room can like this??
I wan this pillow :D
Daddy my bed room can decoratelike this?

Daddy i wan go~!!!
this is @ taiwan~ got one hotel decorate all hello kitty stuff~~!!
u must bring mi go there arhhh !!~~~ :D
Thank you :)

duk duk i like this.. so i copy d :)

2009-07-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友

All for Him

2009-07-15T11:00:00.000-07:00

Start prepare pack all present inside the Teddy Box. wahahah :D
Start to make cake~~

Panda + Cheese
Wanna bake d.. :)
Many plate i need to wash :(

Waiting...
Done :) Panda cheese cake :) yummy yummy
To : Gavin Chan...
Once Again HAppy Birthday :)
:D

lolz... now i just upload all the pic here..
which is HIS birthday~!!!
i need give him a surprise.. i think u must cant guess i send him 22 present.
wahahah~~ why i send him so many?
because he is 22 year old this year.
and 0-21 i din know him so every year i replace a present to him..
Did u surprise?? i hope u like it :D

谁说爱情不能做比较

2009-07-13T10:08:00.001-07:00

Had A super relax Trip @ Pulau Krabi

2009-07-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

Wif yin just reach LCCT airport.
After check in... v going to check in our luggage.

Waiting Waiting..

flight soon d:)
one hour and half~ v are arrive Krabi :)
Our 1st destination. Tiger cave :)
2nd is ..... i forgot the name d ><''
at nite our 1st day dinner :)
yummy yummy
2nd day massage..

Zakuchi...Moi and shirlly Low

Tammy :D

Prepare g for shopping :)Nice view~~

Tam and Yoky
Guess which is mine :)
busy busy discourt pls...
Thailand Nike
Pork burger~~ Aishh.... i Hate IT!!!!

Duk Duk car!!! :D
I heart Hello Kitty :D
3-4hours V spend alot :(
At nite market
Wahahaha ....
Yummy.. Thai pancake :)

Last nite ....
Yahoo.... Happy trip...

Finally.... All of us~!!!
I heart all my sista :D

july 6th i'm going to krabi~~ wow~ happy nia~
wake @ 7sumthing den double check all my stuff and waiting one of my sista YeeYee come and pick mi up :D

take about one and half hours v reached thailand Pulau krabi :)
freaking exhausted~~ coz yesterday slp @ 5am sumthing....
reached still cant go check in~ need follow tour guide for some place lastly just can go hotel and check in....

july7th. we have a big breakfast and then one of my sista wanna go krabi town.
seriously i reject went there.. coz 3-4hours v spend alots there :(
at nite of couse v went fordinner and thai message... wow~~ freaking syok nia..
hehehehe after massage all of us really have a great slp :)

july8th.
wake up early morning. malaysia time 8.30am. thailand 7.30am.
we all had a breakfast and then go for snorkeling . we went 4 beach.
most special is ''pulau chiken' :)
exclude yee yee n vinky all of us 1st time snorkeling .
hard nia~~ but the sea really so nice...

july9th.
last day in krabi. really dun wish go back malaysia.
krabi really so relax and nice. although i sun burning.
back side pain and pain but i really enjoy this trip.
wish to go again wif all my beloved sis :)

nice to went there. Pulau Krabi :D

Love

2009-07-02T12:04:00.000-07:00

Love is everyone
This is a game to play with your friends, and for them to play with their friends. Never enough to be crowded; never so few to be alone. You can make your mark, but as in life, it’s not a contest. It’s not about who you are; it’s about the things you do. There is a small planet waiting for you to explore. There is an empire waiting for you to overthrow.

Love is evolving
The world is worth changing, so get on with it. Take your mates and make your planet whatever you want it to be. Some of it is yours, and some is your friends. Some just happens by itself. Sometimes it disappears and makes you sad. But then again, you know that kind of thing can’t last. It’s a balancing act between love and loneliness.
Love is an endeavor
What could be better than you and your mates on an adventure for the benefit of everyone? Play whenever you want, make your mark, then come back later and see how it’s changed. There is always something new to discover, someplace you haven’t seen. Love is not a casual thing you need to take seriously – it’s the most serious thing, in a casual way. If Love isn’t easy, you’re doing it wrong.
Love is yours
You won’t be told a story, but you will get to live one. It’s not what is given to you, it’s what you do when you hold it. The more you give, the more you get. Love your planet, and everyone who’s on it. We know you can, so just go for it. It’s the right thing to do, and you know it.

是时候了吗??

2009-06-29T12:44:00.000-07:00

是时候放弃了吗???
是时候改变了吗???
是时候接受了吗???

是时候了吗???

Gavin Chan~~ thank you

2009-06-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

Gavin Chan~~
thank you very much~
i'm appreciate it.
:) thank you very much :)

i love work :)

2009-06-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

Me and renee teng~

me and renee Saw~
aerine busy busy busy~~hahahaha but v fun over there~~
:) after we all change~~ blue represent Pall Mall black represent Kent
tammy joanne ashley~

My look havent wake up lolz~~~ my pretty joanne~
tammy~ naughty mei mei and renee teng
Renee Rachel Renee Saw Tammy May And pui ling Working Urbanscape Event @ sentul

Working Urbanscape Event @ sentul
work 11am till 12am~~~
lol~~ geng rite?
really freaking exhausted but happy n enjoy~
because can earn some money and working with all friends :)

how sad am i~ how much i cried~

2009-06-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

without you~~~
how sad am i~ how much i cried~

without you~~
how i gonna alive~~

without you~~
where to i find happy~~

without you~~
how i know to smile~~

without you~~
my life become grey~~

my life start without you~

你知道吗~

2009-06-25T11:19:00.000-07:00

刚刚和五个朋友看完 2个小时半的电影~~
在电影院里面我一个人笑~ 一个人想~ 一个人看~~

原来活在你不知道对方在想什么的世界里是一件很难过的事~~
我终是不知道''他''在想什么~

你知道吗~ 有时候我静静在发呆是因为我想试试了解你想干嘛~ 想做些什么~~
你知道吗~ 我真的有试过好好的和你在一起~ 不过我真的没办法~
你知道吗~ 两个不一样的人真的很难快快乐乐的在一起~
你知道吗~ 爱情是幸福快乐不用说出口的~~
你知道吗~ 爱情是用心来感觉的~~
你知道吗~ 你知道吗~ 你知道吗~ 你知道吗~ 你知道吗~

Callista :( u let mi felt sad

2009-06-24T13:06:00.001-07:00

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了

(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉. 　
　　　
(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出. 　
　　　
(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.　　　
　
(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪　　. 　　

(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进她他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

Work Work work!!!!

2009-06-22T10:41:00.001-07:00

Work ~~~

Hehe~ just reached~ my uniform cant button up :(
renee help help

Tammy and pretty sitchee :)

Renee Ashley me and pui ling :) when during break camwhore :)
lolzzz..... just finish work all like dragon :)

Gary sei so zai~~ thank for accompany gavz waiting mi for few hours :)

~~~ :Dhehehehe i'm the luckily star~ when going to take my car suddenly got '' bunga api'' :)

lolz~~ after i change den went out to tea session again :)
thank for waiting me ya^^
hug hug hug!!!~ :D

Happy ''PAPA'' day

2009-06-21T12:27:00.000-07:00

daddy sorry for din treat u a big big meal ya:(
sue to me and bro finance oledi bankup so.... :(

2morrow i will gantung balik take some money give u form travel ya :)
muaksss i heart you my papa :)

Finally i tell...

2009-06-19T00:42:00.001-07:00

2day woke up @ 12pm something.. abuden ate my bunch watching drama and waiting my lovely mami.. :)

hehehe~ bring mami went to bank and i forgot bring my ''Buku Simpanan'' :(
sad lo wanna go bank again... haih...
den with mum n daddy talk about now a day many ppl join like u pay 8-9years den u can get back the money after that.
lolz... after this i seem mum n dad mood like not bad so i brave to tell them!!!
''I in relationship d'' :)
hehehehehe :D finally they knew :) and mum asked mi who ur bf? issit the ' sou men kai'' lolz.. if let my hubby see it sure he will :(
btw u fat or thin i also will be ur side ya^^
missing you.. :)

i heart this :)

2009-06-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

Thursday~

2009-06-18T02:52:00.000-07:00

More 18days i am going krabi for trip d~~
really worried ~~~~
now the virus H1N1 damn serious~~
make all of us worry worry worry~~~
and my parest going china next week~ seriously i really so worried them :(
hiah~~~

God bless ya~~

Happy Wednesday :)

2009-06-16T22:08:00.000-07:00

I heart Wednesday :)
but but but... my Mr.Gavin sick d....
fast fats recover back k... miss you :)

离离合合~~

2009-06-15T21:27:00.000-07:00

在5分钟我堂弟依依不舍的离家去当兵了 :(
我也很不舍的他~~ 还要去到SABAH~
堂弟我们3个月后见咯~~ :(

I miss You MCD~!!!!!

开放或保守

2009-06-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

你是一个开放的人~ 还是一个保守的人??

而我就是个保守派~~
不能接受一夜情~
不能接受和朋友舌吻~
不能接受快速性行为~ 等等

我真的不明白为何有些人那样的''' 开放''''!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

请疼爱自己爱惜自己~ :)

Happy in relationship :D

2009-06-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

Renee Teng~
Callista Wong
Tammy Lum

wow~~~ all in relationship right now :D
hehehehe somore one of my sista oledi 2 years.......... din couple d...
finally finally.. wahahahahahaha
Renee Teng~~ stay sweet ya^^

Other one is Callista Wong!!!
no need ppl said i also can felt u are sweet right now...
Wish u can happy Forever :)

Another one is ME :)
hehehhe~~
I heart my mr.gavin chan tzyy shyan :D

Tammy And Gavin :)

2009-06-10T13:19:00.000-07:00

Since may 7th v started our relationship :)
ermm in this one month i am appreciated how he treat mi.
Not much to said~

Just wanna Let u know

I LOVE YOU
I HEART YOU
I MISS YOU
I WAN YOU
and............

I KISS YOU.. :D

My DNL GanG

2009-06-09T00:23:00.000-07:00

Gang create AJ = Dato Nuar Lim
Mel = Datin Kici Mel
Qing Huang = Yang Di Pertuan Tengku Qing Huang
Ah Ban = Y.A.B Tan Sri Ban
Vinky = Puan Sri Vinky
Tammy = Unty Tammy
Renee = Unty Renee
Ivan = Tengku Panglima Besar Choon Hooi
Gavin = Datin Seri Gavin
Min Fei = Tun Botak

Board of Directors

Chief Executive Officer= Dato Nuar Lim
Secretary General=Unty Tammy
Finance Director= Datin Kici Mel
Publicity Director = Yang Di Pertuan Tengku Qing Huang
Shipping Director= Y.A.B Tan Sri Ban
Public Relations Director = Puan Sri Vinky
Human Resources Manager = Unty Renee
Guest Relations Offiicer = Tengku Panglima Besar Choon Hooi , Tun Botak
Audio Visual Director = Datin Seri Gavin

Wish our Dream come true :)
Day by Day~~ v love each other :D

Members :D
Happy birthday to baby AJ

another morning~!!!

since duno when we create a gang name DNL
hehehe DNL stand for DATO NUAR LIM :D

last saturday we had a school unifrom party~
held on my baby aj's house~~
it is bored until fun until sot....
after this v heading to kelana jaya a pud name ''meseysite''
after 3 hours v back to aj's house again.... wowowo~~~
forgot still got ' hou ming teng''
after done v swim play manjong stim and talk and talk again....
i one nite din slp nia~~ panda eye getting worst and worst...
let see the pic~~ hehehe :D
i'm can't wait wanna show out all my pic :D

last is really happy i got a gang~~
and all those member i have :D

A Happy Wednesday With ''HER''

2009-06-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

Tomato Soup~Mine's meal

Her's Mealhehehe WE finished~~!!!
Heart her~
Two pretty :D wahahha

Tammy and Callista~
Hand And Hand Ever~

Wend full house with her just now~~
wahahaha so my stomach freaking full lol....
there decorate really so nice~~
next time i should bring all my friends and my bf go there..
a nice environment. Heart it.
Thank you my sista bring me there~

Nothing to eat :(

2009-06-02T00:26:00.000-07:00

She forgot mi again~!!!
no sandwich no jelly at all!!!!!!!!!

i wan eat eat eat!!!!!

Working @ melacca~

2009-06-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

On the Way to melacca

the apartment we live :)
1st day finished work~~ exhausted

Belle~
Carol
Moi and cherry lee~ long time v din snap pic together~~ miss ya~
Moi and Ashley wong :)
Us~~

2 day music festival @ melacca~~

1st day 12sumthing reached vacation den going had our sux bunch~ :(
after wait around 1 sumthing just can checked in our room~~
we 6 ppl in a aparment~ which is me, ashley wong ,cherry lee , carol chee , belle, and a gal name jane :)
we started work @ 8pm-2pm~

2nd day it s freaking exhausted day~
due to i slept on 6am sumthing :( and wake @ 10amsumthing... coz cherry lee wake us up :(
let see the pic~~ our panda eye in the pic~
lolz....

Finally :D

2009-05-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

Met my sis~ :)
Tam and callis
Hehehe Renee coming along :)

Finally met my beloved sista today~
long time din see her d~~ lolz.. she getting fat :P
haih~~ mi also the same~~ fat d :(
muakss muakss... miss u ya^^
Callista baby :)

Callista wong may fung!!!!!!!! is disappear

2009-05-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

Callista... one of my sista and best friend.. she is disappear d:(
since the day he got bf.... i start alone d... every time look for her also busy...
i miss you badly lah sis!!!!!!!!
dun always just hang out with him dun wan mi...
i'm sad enough :'(

when u just got a time for mi???

一个适合自己的人~~

2009-05-20T12:03:00.000-07:00

一个适合自己的人真的很难找~~

脾气好家境好学问好那又怎样~~

思想不一样不了解对方不信任一切一切都等于零....

可能适合自己的却是你不爱的~~

你不爱的却是适合自己得~~

如果您找到一个你爱的又适合自己的请你好好的珍惜他~
应为世界上在也找不回那样的第二个他~

Movie~ Time

2009-05-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

hehehehe~~~ movie movie~~ Angel and demons~!!
long long time din watching movie in a group d~~
syok syok~~~

Exhausted~!!

2009-05-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

A Tired day~~
woke @ 3pm den wash up and preparing going work~~
hehehe~ work with sweyi and 2 of pretty gals aswell :) but so bad v din take photo and i just took with so po sweyi~

After finished work~~~ wanna looking my sista for supper but... all busy~!!
Sad... i eat alone.... :(

once i finished my supper hehehe finally my phone RING...
that is qing called mi~
but that day all crazy till 4am sumthing... and i just took pic with gavin chan tzyy shyan~~ :( din take pic with them~~!!

MOODYＤＡＹ

2009-05-15T11:54:00.000-07:00

MOODYＤＡＹ～～

有些东西总是来的不是时候～～～

wawa~~~ Club Day~

2009-05-14T02:14:00.000-07:00

veronica~moi~ vinky han

Gavin& tammy~

When just reached~ = Is end~

after see the pic maybe will feel weird. coz only 4 ppl there~~

hahahaaha~ coz 6 frens oledi sudah masuk kereta babi~~

OMg that day is mine 1st time went to club and kena operasi~~

♥ Mommy Day :)

2009-05-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

This pic why my bro help mi shoot till i'm fat + ugly~ :(
And did u know what my daddy said? hahaha
Tammy: dad y u din look @ the camera??
Dad: this is style what~~
Tammy: lolz~~~ Heart you :)

MY lovely Cutie Daddy And mommy~~ Mom~ happy mother day :D
♥ U two~ :)

hehehehe~~~ OLD Gang~ :D

Mine Favourite

Dinner Time :)

Daddy mami and McD~ :)

My uncle and auty~ :)

A day that make all my family members that eat together :)

hehehe~ coz normally our dinner time is 7.30pm onward till 10pm~ hahahaa

why i'm saying that? coz our time all cant match :(

But the day~~~ hehehee happy~ coz we talk alot...

hehehe let the pic prove :D

whahahaaha~~

appreciated~~ :D ♥ ♥

2009-05-11T11:53:00.000-07:00

I'm deeply appreciated his kindness~~!!
Who is his?? He is Gavin Chan Tzyy Shyan :)
I reading his blog~ that is really make mi touch~
I'm adore HIM deeply.
And i Hope that you wont trying to dispel my doubts.

I really ♥ you much .

That's why~

2009-05-10T13:33:00.000-07:00

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes I don't wanna say goodbye to you Love is one big illusion I should try to forget. But there is something left in my head. You 're the one who set it up now. You're the one to make it stop. I'm the one who's feeling lost right now. Now you want me to forget every little thing you said. But there is something left in my head I won't forget the way you're kissing The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long But I'm not the man your heart is missing That's why you go away I knowYou were never satified no matter how I tried Now you wanna say goodbye to meLove is one big illusion I should try to forget. But there is something left in my head. Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere Don't know which way to go. There ain't so much to say now between us. There ain't so much for you. There ain't so much for me anymore....